I looked so normal that I was mistaken for a nurse sometimes…
But that’s total ■■■■■■■■, I was not well.
In fact everything was inside me.
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I behaved well but was very quiet and paced and talked to myself a lot. Most of what I suffered was internal. I did talk and laugh with other patients I was with, but kept to myself when I heard voices or tried to harm myself.
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I was almost 100% kind in there. I have never even hit nobody since the highschool. And even when I did hit it was to defend myself. And the more I’ve lived the less I’ve liked violence.
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I was very paranoid at first, the first time in a hospital. But it was a good experience until someone ruined it and made it boring. I just mostly observed. Talked to someone, I had a slight crush on.
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The guy that punched me was the worst!
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sometimes you make it out to be totally criminal on every level.
it would never fly to have sex on the unit.
i was worse than you Aziz
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violent command,
voluntary delusional cold water therapy 3x a day throughout the worst bit of winter, hospital was overheated i thought i would live longer i thought i had cancer
naked yoga
urinating inappropriately
shamanistic practices
meditation etc
tactile sex hallucinations
demon hallucinations
masturbated very loudly
could not get food in my mouth
ate things that aren’t food
put things inside my body orifices
absconded hitchhiked lost time slept on the street
tried to have sex in hospital
had lots outside
drugs occasionally
psychogenic polydipsia
tried to poison my boyfriend
tried to rape people
luckily i’m a woman
walked the streets in a top only
dreaded my hair compulsively
made weird hand painted clothes i thought made me glow
self injured
was extremely bulimic
thought i had laser eyes that made chips in paintwork
did headstands everywhere
was put to sleep by forced injection lost over 24 hours
thought there was a radio signal in my teeth
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ridiculous.
you were in there for recovery.
lol Daze!! hierarchical back at you
the temptation to appear as the worse
is some kind of fixation on thinking you’re abnormal by being there
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@Daze
my sister was worse than me but different
a lot more quiet
ran away a lot more
people talk about being bored in hospital so they smoke i quit smoking
i was behaving by delusions and according to my personality at that point in time
ridiculous don’t come into it it’s a violent word
ridiculous by saying it? maybe but what the hell?
your interpretation is incorrect
Damn you guys are wild
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so you’re saying that having a week’s vacation,
none of this would have happened?
i don’t understand where you are coming from
i’m not abnormal here
and i’m not the worst
i’m over 50% line imho and based on the psych review
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The real crazy one 
You the guys that tweak me out, im careful of your kind frienda 
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i tried to imitate one like that it did not work
most of the time it’s pot and alcohol withdrawl.
well worth it though.
I saw this the first time I was hospitalized
I heard the nurses telling someone to clean up their poo poo my last hospitalization
As for me I’m usually considered a good patient since I’m willing and would rather walk away from an argument or fight then keep it going.
My last hospitalization I was sent to the “bad floor” as they called it because I couldn’t get my neck to straighten out and I was in pain and when it did calm down I couldn’t prove it was real and the doctor called me a liar to my face and this upset me so she ordered the nurse to give me a shot and send me upstairs to the “bad floor” and I said please no but she just walked away and I went willingly… My symptoms got worse up there and they tried something and one of the nurses asked if I was lying and I said no and admitted I was in a lot of pain so she gave me a Benadryl shot since I couldn’t swallow anything at this point and it knocked me out and about 20 min later I walked to the nurses station told her thank you and asked for 3 glasses of water one after another since I hadn’t had water in so long and the pain and warm room had made me sweat so much I actually was so grateful to her I actually started crying slightly and was an idea patient from then to my release
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wise, but a judgement?