Went to Emergency Tonight

Because I wasn’t a threat to myself or to anybody else, they sent me home with a dose of Olanzapine.

My ‘spectacle delusion’ went through the roof today. Anyhoo…maybe I’ll feel better tomorrow if the meds knock me out and I get some solid sleep.

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feel better soon homie

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I hope you feel better. I do my best not to go to ER because with prior experience they admit you to the psych ward.

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Good luck @anon39054230 .I Hope extra AP’s and sleep do the trick.

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I stupidly listened to the radio which I haven’t done for 10 months.

I began reading double/ triple meanings into songs and lyrics…getting mixed messages, etc.

How am I supposed to live if I can’t even listen to music or test social media? This is the only forum I come to now.

I’m in a box and I swear I’m going to crack pretty soon again. Or perhaps I’m cracking up right now. It sure feels like it.

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And I’m still hallucinating hearing songs.

I asked the Nurse at Emergency if she could turn of the radio, and she told me there was no radio on.

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Hang in there Patrick.

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Hope you feel better soon. Glad you went in for help when you needed it!

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I’m sorry you are hallucinating again. Hope you feel better soon after the adjustment of meds.

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Are Radio songs the only ones telling the truth now in the Media?

Hope you feel better soon… sorry to hear you had a rough day😕 @anon39054230

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Hey matey avoid that media…It’s nothing that special. Hope your feeling better sooner rather than later but glad you’ve seen a doc!

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If I could have three take-backs in this life…

  1. Disparaging comments I made about the parents of a young person who took their own life. I had no right to speak their name. I was not medicated. I tried to atone for that during a psychotic episode.

  2. I harassed and threatened a woman on-line. She phoned the Police on me, but didn’t want to have me charged. That saved my life. Again, I was not medicated.

  3. The accident. I was half to blame. We both made a mistake.

Number 3 is the reason I’ve been on a suicide mission most of my adult life…never caring…treating life like a joke. I guess the joke is on me now, I suppose.

But nobody ever killed me, and I never had the guts to kill myself. So here we are.

I’ll post it again.

Secretariat beats Sham…

You did the right thing going to the ER. I hope things settle down for you today.

I hope you get better soon @anon39054230

good job on going in to the ER.
I hope you feel better soon.

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I hope you feel better soon.

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