I was delusional this morning, that a deity caused a storm in my sister’s town that blew trees down, caused power outages and damaged homes because she told me not to bother her anymore, call or text her. I was afraid to go outside because a lightening bolt may strike me next. It doesn’t seem rational I know.
I thought maybe the new heart medication was causing this and wanted wanted to ask a psychiatrist. They put me in lockdown for six hours then sent me home with a prescription for 1mg Risperdal, and only seven pills. I’m not going to take it because when I took it before I couldn’t function sexually.
I called my psych clinic’s emergency phone, and the medical assistant told me to call the cardiologist about it. I just going to stay at home.
I really think the cardiologist is getting kickbacks from the drug manufactures to prescribe these new and extremely expensive medications. I don’t think I’m going to start taking it again as i didn’t take my morning meds, eat anything, today. The hospital only gave me two small cups of water.
I’m fed up with it, and am going to stop taking all my meds except for the Abilify and Cymbalta. Stay at home for a week or two and not eat anything. To see if the delusions go away.
I’m feeling better this evening after not taking the ten or twelve prescriptions these doctors have me on. I think I’m going to report this to the FDA.