I could bitch about it but I just wanted to remind everyone that I am human and that I am dysfunctional today.
This sucks. I can’t think straight among other things.
Mouse tapped out when he woke up at 5 and vomited several times. Then he tried meds and coffee and breakfast but it didn’t help much. It burns when he urinates. He thinks that part is funny.
Mouse wants to wake up well tomorrow and function again. It hurts his self esteem when he has to tap out.
Tapping out is what you do in fighting when you are being put into a submission. You tap the opponent repeatedly and the ref stops the fight.
Mouse feels like crap, but he is reminding himself that he has been through worse. Mouse was on a roll and he has been derailed for today.
Mouse kept waking up from nightmares last night and slept very poorly.
Mouse called his shrink and shrink calls back eventually. Mouse is icky by many means today.
Thanks for the concern- yes I am awake after solid sleep and drinking my morning coffee. My shrink told me I had overworked myself and made myself ill, so I am going to not work like crazy this weekend. Basically just not going 200% effort like 10am to 930pm productive. That was too much.
I will still get my work done, just not obsessively all at once.