Yeah, I remember dealing with those levels of symptoms. My sympathies. Hopefully you find the right med combo to squash that sooner rather than later. 
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doesnt sound like a very wise god…
I speak when the topics get interesting. Music is always being played. I always have some kind of critique. Sometimes well get to talking about the human experience, life, the world etc… Deeper stuff. Otherwise they just talk about their friends, their band, drugs, what they did yesterday etc.
I know its him because our very long conversation validate scripture. I was not raised in the church little alone with the Bible. I have only this last year commited to a church and the conversation has been going on for eight years.
He just made a deal with me this morning. I don’t think I could make it as a admin but he wants me to study and give it a shot. I use to be a stripper long before I had him. So he made a deal that if I get fired from “3” admin jobs I can dye my hair and go work the day shift at a club.
I point out to him that I was not a prostitute and did nothing worse then Kate Winslet disrobing in Titanic. He says " yes but it was adultry because many of thoughs men were married". Then he talks about being modest.
Man I just want to get out of here…
■■■■… For some reason reading that trigger a voice…
Believe what you want…
I’m sorry 
That was not intent…
Lol its cool…
I hope your god steers you on the right path.
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I didn’t mean to take over your post. Just don’t know what I would I do without his support. Its just a hot button because whenever I bring it up people tell me I’m talking to air.
My psychosis has been flaring up as well. Luckily I haven’t had many things causing me anxiety so it’s more kind of like I’ve been tripping out all day. Lights, weird hallucinations, voices have been chattering away, everything feels like a dream. My thoughts just sort of float away and I forget what I’m doing constantly. I’m hoping the return to school routine will clear it up.
Just remember that these episodes don’t last forever. Here’s to hoping for a more normal day for both of us tomorrow!! Hope you feel better.
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Doing much better today… I just gotta make sure I get my sleep.
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