i thought we are all connected. and are always reborn together. for example, when i was trying to remember past lives, i thought two girls i know, i used to be married to and even had kids with in a past life. it makes no sense to me that i would be reborn with the same people, so part of me thought they all committed suicide when i died so they would be reborn with me. i don’t struggle with these thoughts anymore, and didn’t struggle with them back then either, it was all just a mystery to me. the thing that worried me is what became of these children of mine? i thought of the prodigal son, and thought the story was really about a man who rediscovers a son from a past life, and is joyous that he brought something great to life. i was really feeling like a loser for not having any kids of my own, so maybe i just fantasized all these situations and was able to recover them from the recesses of my consciousness while meditating and thinking of the past.
and it’s like the scenario is always changing. one life i will be attractive and popular and successful, and the next life im a loser and poor and outcast. but it’s always the same players and people that i come across in my life.
I don’t really care about past friends.
I used to have friends but they sort of dropped off.
Now I’m friendless, but I might seek new friends in the future.
If you have the energy you could write a compelling book. Could be an interesting fantasy story.
i don’t know if im quite creative enough on meds. alot of time i remember things from my unmedicated life, and have old notebooks, i used to jot down my thoughts on, and i remember these things. my brother used to always tell me i should be writer, and i’ll take your comment as a compliment i guess. so thank you! but i don’t envision writing a book, but never say never.
if i wrote a book, it would mostly be my attempt to start a new religion haha. so i don’t think i will write one. even if i was reborn, i would probably think it was not for me and would disregard my own religion if it had any cultural authority, maybe not, who knows?
i have always wanted to write a children’s book, i have two characters, Scratchy and Ouchie haha…
I have recurring dreams about my childhood friends, flying way over to where they live and make a special trip to see them and they don’t even care that I came to see them…
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