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Lol nooooooo sorry @PrincessKenny I cluttered this up
Itās a real struggle for me because I love smoking pot. However, it makes me either manic or depressed. I canāt smoke because if I do I will get back in that lifestyle and that doesnāt work for me. I donāt get anything done, side note: Iām going to court for driving under the influence of weed and I possession of a few grams. 
Ive smoked daily for the past 20 some yrs.
Now im in a place where it is NOT legal and My mental health has suffered.
You guys have all been really helpful in my understanding of this issue 
I smoke weed and it calms me downā¦I havenāt done it in a few months due to lack of money since Angie is still out of work, but that will change when she gets a job. I used to go nuts spending money on it in my marriage but now that I am living on my own check I spend much less so I donāt worry about the cost anymore. I am so happy when Iām high.
Iāve smoked for years and never had any problems with my sz because of it. I prefer it to taking oxycodone for my back pain but Iām not eligible for medical cannabis in my state. I had to stop this past January because Iām currently looking for work. Besides helping the pain I do enjoy it. My effects with it are not the norm so Iām a bit unusual. I lose my appetite when I smoke and have tons of motivation. I wish I could still smoke but I want to get off of SSD. 
In my experience of reading posts on this site for over 6 years and seeing the marijuana topic come up fairly often, it seems to be that the people with schizophrenia that are actually helped by marijuana, are the exception, rather than the rule. Nothing personal but there are a population of posters on here (and some admit it) who claim marijuana helps them, and than in the next breath they list all the bad effects it has on them. Iām not telling anyone what to do or what not to do.