Want to be left alone

Feel harassed by others there in my mind and outside, think thoughts that are not my real thoughts but still they bother me, and i think these thoughts are said outloud and i’m being harrassed for them, like for example i think shes ugly but i really don’t, just want peace and quiet, i tell these people to leave me alone and get out of my body
they cause me much grief, these thoughts are visual sometimes and play like a recording so cant forget about the thought that is not i want to say or think, what can i do about this? Yesterday they were terrible, a woman said i called her son the n word but really i didnt and she said my thoughts were demonic and i was personly demonic, i’m thinking did i think so in passing and the answer is no, they think i am a pervert or much worse, how do i get rid of these people, i spend many a sleepless night with thoughts self monitoring myself thinking are these good thoughts or normal thoughts?

i think maybe you should talk to your GP about these things, maybe he can help, it sounds like you are in the early stages of mental illness but don’t listen to me, talk to a GP and ask him his opinion, take care.

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I think they call what you describe as “intrusive thoughts” or something like that. I get them too. Most of the time I am in public I want to crawl into a hole and hide. I’ve learned to structure my life so that I don’t have to be around others much. I am solitary even for a schizophrenic. I learned to enjoy being alone.

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