but don’t. she wouldn’t want to get back with some guy on disability, I don’t think. she is a vet’s assistant and pharmacy tech, she works two jobs. I tried to get her to move to Washington or Colorado with me years ago. she didn’t want to move with me and we broke things off. I still think about her everyday. she was perfect for me, but couldn’t have kids, that doesn’t bother me anymore. she also used to drink too much for my liking, but again that doesn’t bother me anymore.
I keep fantasizing about messaging her on facebook and telling her I still have feelings for her, and that if things don’t work out with her new boyfriend that she has my number. I stop myself from doing it though, I respect relationships and I was kind of the one who broke it off.
My standards changed with time for some girls. It seems desperate I think to try to go to her haha sorry man but I’m never going for a “girl from my past” again. Especially if she turned u down before about moving in together to Washington/Colorado . POFITS!!!
The past is meant to be the past. It’s nice to reflect, but trying to relive the past often leads to misery. She has a boyfriend and you’d only be saying hi to tell her you have feelings about her. That’s not really fair. Let her be.