In them I am meeting people and we’re having conversations in my head for hours after I wake up
They’re leading me down a grandiose thought path, and getting my hopes up
It makes me angry as I have lost all hope, and do not believe their promises to me, as they’re hollow and meaningless
I don’t want to live my life in false expectations, and beliefs that make me feel like I am something I am not
My luck is ok, but this revealing of a future that it’s far removed from reality is not doing my self-esteem or motivation for working any good, at all
you shouldn t underestimate your targets like this.all targets are meaningful as long as doing meaningful efforts to reach them.i m reaching my targets step by steps both in educational and employment degree.first thing you should believe and act for your targets.this is not a pro lifer $hit.it s a life’s fact.as long as you want it your targets; its became true.
Hey mate. Just catching up. Be patient. Most services are overloaded in most places and it pays to be pleasant and persistent. Don’t fly off the handle and try to keep calm.
What time is it over there? Many services over here are 9-5 and it’s hard to get services out of hours. It could just be there’s help coming…just hasn’t reached you yet. Do you have to work today? Your dealing with some stuff but it’s not false information. Things can and do get better and you never know where that is in the scheme of things. Please. Relax if possible and be kind to yourself.
Paranoias used to make me live in hell too.i can relate but after i got 3 mg extra paliperidone i m living in a real heaven.(i mean completely paranoia free)i m not exagerating.i now how this …cking paranoias feeling.you just need right medicine and right dosage thats all.thats all simple is that
Be safe. If that means er that means emergency. Please. Don’t do anything silly but you need some help. Some things we can’t do alone and making decisions now isn’t the way to go. A short time off work isn’t bad so go to ER. One thing at a time and stopping the meds clearly isn’t good at the moment.