why would they not treat me this badly the whole time? Why would they decide to up their game in the last week?
Nah if it were real it’d be consistent.
There is no way that all these people know everything that has happened in my mind.
Last night I was hearing voices. More or less thoughtless. The voice would start talking and I’d change what they were saying mid way through and then they’d disappear. Only to be replaced by another, but I’d just do it again. It’s odd how much control you eventually get over thoughts and ability to manipulate your symptoms over time.
I’ve had run-in’s with voices in the past days too. It all happened when I deleted some people off my Facebook including family members I never met. I became pretty delusional at that point because I was sleep deprived. Honestly if the voices become too much just wear ear plugs. It usually stops them for me, which is odd because I’d think they originated inside my head, while this proves you hear them through your ears just like regular sounds in the environment.
It was all about reduce your consciousness until you slip into subconscious control. I think I know exactly how my voices were formed. Wondering what other people think, believing they were mad at me, believing in the potential of telepathy, and well a ■■■■ load of weed.
Things have already calmed down a bit. Had to deal with a few people. One more hour and I’ll be able to get some sleep.
The only thing I can think of it’s because your moving and that is a stress factor.
This is when a journal helped me a lot… I could see I was having more symptoms flair up during moves… family drama… catching cold… changes at work…
Congratulations again on fighting this. There is no way people who have never met you or seen you or even know of your existence can get into your head.