Voice is always insulting


#1

Why is the voice always insulting? It makes me want to lash out at the person I hear the voice from, but I always restrain myself.

I feel like im going off the deep end. I have always been and described as a good,
caring, thoughtful and loving person. Yet the voice wants to see me fail and is constantly attacking me. I wish I could lash out without any repercussions, but unfortanatelt life doesn’t work that way (unless you want to go to jail).
I feel I am angry all day long. Curse my
Internal voice all day long from
When I wake to I go to sleep.

Anyone else feel the same way? How do you cope?


#2

I hear neutral random phrases. Not bad voices.


#3

Maybe it’s your pride.


#4

My voice keeps saying he’s scared every time I go outside and that I shouldn’t leave the house. Why does it act like people? Why can’t it just be static >_<

Sucks when you wake up to it without any time between regaining consciousness and returning to the dialogue you fell asleep to.

Me personally, I just got my AP changed so I am hoping I’ll get some silent days coming up.


#5

I feel pride does effect me. After having Sz I try not to insult myself due to pride (I feel if I did the voice would copy and use my insecurities as a weapon).
So anytime I hear the voice attacking my
Pride I get upset and feel the internal voice
Is not from me.


#6

When I hear someone say something insulting, and I know it is probably voices I think to myself that it just doesn’t matter if it is real or not and I let it go and move on.


#7

keep calm and curse them back with no anger
I used this method and they became silent


#8

Does your environment affect it? Maybe get to a calm area without loud distractions. If that doesn’t help I don’t know what to do.


#9

I just tell Alien to shut up when he insults me. Or listen to music.


#10

Bruh get on stronger meds lad…


#11

Clozapine is the gold standard of APs for Sz and I’m at the highest dose.

Environment does effect it. Where there is a lot of chatter I confuse outside voices for ones my mind make. I find going out more socializing (if you can) helps to alleviate some of that pain.


#12

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