Visions---and no way out

I know I’ve written here in the past about the movies or “Visions” that I see. They last about a minute long. The other day I was chatting online and had to pause for at least a minute between every response because I was seeing visions I am kind of in a nowhere space when that happens. I’m not aware of my surroundings. It makes conversation very difficult. The last two times they were this prevalent I ended up in the hospital. I really hope that doesn’t happen again. In the past they would just boost my Loxapine way up high - to insane dosages–because that is the only drug I’ve responded to. And I am having the beginnings of TD so I wouldn’t agree to the increased dose. Maybe this is just how my life is going to be from now on.

Are those spaces like you’re in a huge empty warehouse?

I think of it more like I’m a disembodied spirit, floating around and watching the scene