Venting as a schizophonic

Thanks for your comment and yes it’s as joyful as… Well it’s not fun at all is it haha
I joined this forum to see what others are going through and how they help themselfs.
but I don’t think I have schizophrenia, I’v a lot in common and I resemble schizophrenia,
but the differences are to me 'big - there are differences. this one been the most noticable How often do you have an episode?