Vent Thread

■■■■ Netflix and their limited choices…now I also have to pay for Amazon prime just so I have a bigger selection of s==t to watch and fill up my isolated existence and keep me awake for more than 6 hours a fn day.

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Vents say, cool off, yo.

This isn’t a vent but my life is a mixed tape right now. Some romance songs, some abstract jazz, some horror, some lousy fillers. Sometimes I make a mistake like break something while working, blurt something offensive to my doctor, scratch the car, or get internal bleeding (freaking me out), and the end result is anger and disappointment. I’m sick of everyone getting ahead of me in life. I’m sick of living on eggshells always trying to let happy music drown everything else out. I’m sick of the pain I cause others and for the pain my loved ones go through. But there are always good moments too like support group or a good moment of grieving or love, and then I pull through another day.

Being superghosted. 'Nuff said.

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My frustrations overtook me… I just had to post a vent. My God it felt good.

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I’ve lost friends too when I was psychotic. I’m also accused of being lazy because of my negatives.

I’m so sorry you’re experiencing this. Stay strong you have value and you matter!

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You really are feisty. What’s wrong with that? It’s a positive trait.

I think the provider likes to think she’s in control - and with good reason. When I first came here, 15 years ago, I was out of control and needed her watchfulness. But I’ve outgrown that need a great deal, thanks to her vigilance. It’s hard to get it across that it was only her doing a good job that has allowed me to mature enough to give her some back talk once in awhile. :slightly_smiling_face:

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She might even respect that in you as long as it’s not overdone. Why is it hard to get across? I’m just curious. I would think she would be proud that she helped you.

What happened @anon90843118?

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My eating disorder makes me sad. Wen u Crave food so much but need to keep off it it makes me feel sad and empty. I also feel freaked out that I’m 30 I feel like time is passing by so quick all of a sudden. I feel like i have not achieved enough so I need to catch up. Thanks for asking.

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No one understands my illness I feel like I’m having to cope with this sh*t all on my own. My mental health team are f#%ing useless and dont care about me at all. People that are not mentally unwell take been able to brush there teeth, shower, go outside and have fun whenever they want for granted. I'm so f#%ing sick of having to deal with this while everyone else is living there life and I’m trapped in this God awful nightmare.

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Ever since i applied for a payday loan - my damn phones been getting about 10 calls and text a day saying “my loan is approved for processing” from dodgy loan companies. Yeah dumb move putting my bank and phone details on a site - but i wish they would bugger off! 43 quid interest to borrow 100 for 2 weeks!? yeah no chance.

i wont be doing that again! lol.

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I feel pretty gross when there is no ventilation…

I think she forgets who I used to be. So do I . It was hell.

I feel that way quite often. I get harrassed everyday. It’s steadily going away because I don’t care. Sometimes I get so sick I can’t stop sleeping it away. Both of my parents are sick. My dad has lung cancer and my mom has Crohn’s. I don’t have time to worry about others ■■■■■■■■.

I have a head ache.
I’m tired
I’ve been tired all day wat a waste of day thou I did go to an overeating group but I was a nervous wreck. I’ll give it another go thou

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I like this thread it’s healthy to let off some steam.
Sometimes I worry being on meds for long is gonna give me diabetes.or stroke. And I’ll be physically disabled. Its so fkkn difficult on meds to be healthy. I also worry that I may get irreversible side effects eg I come off n Im still having certain issues due yo med.

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That’s kinda what I thought, we had a thread for talking about anything but why ruin it with complaining ha.

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Actually, Taco Bell delivers in some areas. Kind of like a Door Dash type of service.

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