Update from Hadeda - feeling well but fragile

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I’ve been doing relatively well this past week. I’ve resumed getting up early in the morning to journal, reflect, read and pray. And I am vegan again.

Two days ago I stopped my amisulpride med as directed by dr because I’m on risperidone now. Im taking 3mg.

But part of me doesn’t seem to keep up with my wellness. I feel strange like I’m on autopilot or robotic. Like I’m walking, pulling my mind behind me. And strangely, part of me misses my symptoms. Why???

I need to adjust to no amisulpride, it’s risperidone and lamotrigine only now. I don’t know what the future holds. I might relapse again or I might pick up the pieces successfully.

But at the moment I’m feeling both well and fragile. Like im walking on the edge.

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I hope all goes well with you @Hadeda
It’s nice to see you again posting on the forum

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I’m glad you’re feeling well right now. Thanks for the update. I’ve been wondering how you are

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It seems like I unleashed a Pandora box discontinuing amisulpride even though it was with dr. Because I have now gotten so jumbled up in my head. Feeling like the evil spirit controlling me through book I’m reading. The radio in my head playing. I must have brought it on myself, it must be psychological…

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Can you get back on what you need to help you feel better?

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well I hope you get to feeling better.

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Welcome back, we missed you.