When I was completely bonkers psychotic in hospital I thought I was tasked with finding the ultimate question to ask and would get the ultimate answer.
So I thought I figured out the ultimate question. (Which was gibberish) and the answer I got “telepathically” was
Yeah, the mind is a very complex thing, so complex yet so fragile. One time I was debating whether I was in a parallel dimension or stuck in a dream like coma, since nothing made sense and the hallucinations were bad, on top of the de-realization I was going through, in my mental state the delusion was plausible. Now I’m currently going through esoteric phase whether the world is real or not, LOL. So I completely understand where you are coming from.