Hi everyone,it’s has been months since i have posted any kind of post but there is an excuse for that(haha)…Actually 6 months before i was diagnosed with Acute Pancreatitis…but let me tell about the disease, i mean what is Acute Pancreatitis?actually it’s a disease which is not very common but it happens,means my pancreas was inflamed & my intestine had a hole in it & there was a lot of PUSS in my pancreas & was eaten away & yeah it was life threatening how it happened, yeah so one day i was having unbearable pain in my belly so i went to a nearby diagnostic center,the doctor there said the pain is because of gas & gave me some pills for the pain but the pain was still there then i was admitted to apollo hospital there i was diagnosed as having Acute Pancreatitis & from there i was shifted to SAKRA Hospital so after having the operation & they had to operate me for 4 times in the same place & i was in ICU for more than 20 days…& my mom told me what happened during that period she told me that everyday she & dad would ask the doctor how is HE now they answer that yes he is okay but not sure whether he will make it or not & my mom cried while telling me because after the operation there many chances of that it might affect other organs like like ,kidney etc…but in the name of god it didn’t happen…& somehow i survived & i was shifted to a room from ICU… but it was only the beginning,i can’t describe the pain i have suffered during that time it was excruciating , i was in hospital for about 2 & half months & there were 8 pipes coming out from my body attached to a bag…& today after 6 months my last pipe was also removed,now only Stoma bag is left doctor told after one month they will fix the intestine which outside now…so in short while i was in my deathbed i realized something that all the earthly attachments that you have means nothing at all,& realised that i have wasted my whole life cause after high school i have enrolled into many colleges but i left all of them in the middle because of booze & drugs,all the time being high with weed Etc …,but my father still agrees to give me another chance to make it ,to be frank all the money that was saved by my father was gone because of the operation still he agreed to put in in another one & to be frank i was an anti social human most of my life but still many people were there to see me in the hospital & to tell the truth it felt pretty good cause what i realized that only the memories that you have made with other people’s lives nothing else & there are two people,no matter what, will stand by your side is none other than your parents…but some good thing happened also like my schizophrenia medicine dosage has been reduced which is good…
In short i have now a new outlook at life ,this is a second chance given to me & i am gonna use it wisely…embrace everything what you have now than to expect things cause what you have now might be a dream come true for others…