Trying to stay positive

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I’m not happy at work and I’m not happy at home. Both of them are pretty frustrating places to be. I don’t feel I have imposter syndrome but I feel my grasp on keeping my job is tenuous at best and I’m afraid I’ll discover I’ve been faking it all these years and it’s just a matter of time before the neighbor finds out and will destroy my ability to work.

I don’t want to hear I’m giving my power and control away, I have none and he’s already wrecked at least ten important things I had going for me. Somehow I get these jerks who are the most honest people on earth and they’re going to call me on every aspect of my life. I know the guy could kick my ass but the loser wants to destroy my life. And I’m in my own house. I don’t deserve this treatment.

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I hope you weather the storm. You are an inspiration to us all with your work ethic and recovery and sobriety

Try to let it roll off. What’s that saying. Like water off a ducks back. I don’t really remember.

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It’s just recently I’ve been okay with not working. Twenty five years of feeling the need for work sucked. I don’t know what to say about neighbors. Do they play the TV loud? That would suck.

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