I can’t show others out side or show others how I feel in my mental disease how the mental disease is I’m just hiding it too much
When I get outside most part of it is covered
Hope everyone will get whole truth about it
And I can’t even tell about it properly
When I get outside I feel like I didn’t had it im lying in sign and it’s very true
And when I get out in public or facing public
I can’t tell whole truth exactly hope I tell it in actions and emotion way
Somehow I get blocked telling it by any stratergy
Like I can try it on window same outside my home or anywhere
They don’t know in what way I’ve changed
Satan’s been blocking me
Everybody thinks something gets in me in 24/7 but it’s wrong
I struggle to tell it I shouldn’t struggle to tell
I’m mad person and is normal too
People think that I’m my grandmother or satan or my uncle
They say toh ahe or toch or vohi or gay or satan
Whatever poop they say
See me outside and me inside must be same
I’m mad person who have delusions
And it turns out to be more sad when solutions won’t work in front of their understanding
I bet my life and my death myself and my soul this is true
What I show to other and what I am secretly is different
I can recover in seconds
It’s because everyone believe in occult that some other Ghost in me and me living my past life as my grandmother
And they think my mind is that
They don’t know how exactly I am
And they won’t
And when they spy me like 24/7
I must know the truth in front of them and show them very honestly
I don’t trust myself
Indian occult is ■■■■■■■■
In the name of Jesus everything will be fine
Thinking my mentality is anyone else is bad
They still try to do continue this anyhow by doing or thinking something
It’s indian poop standards
I need a authority like doctor to see this
An they think best me is the same thing that above ■■■■
And they impose on my body
And they continue more
Which is what I call my mental disease usually
They also hurt me trap me
They hurt me internally by doing some crap ■■■■
They hurt me calling unknown things
I can recover in seconds it’s delusion
I want to be satisfactory desired person which is good person
And myself needs to be normal
I am rough and soft and manly
Like you think a ghost can recover in second just recover me all people who give me this disease
In India good in English is sexual person it’s a joke can be serious too but its just gross
What is point because it’s potty hole now that’s correct
My psychology looks like I’m taurus and taurus rashi but it also includes my astrology like numerology and there needs to be exact knowledge for that numerology 1 birthpath no 19 destiny number 6 sun sign leo, moon sign gemini, Rohini nakshatra taurus, ketu in first house, moon in second house, sun mercury venus in fifth house, mars in sixth house, Rahu in seventh house, jupiter and Pluto in eighth house, Neptune in ninth house, Uranus in tenth house, saturn in eleventh house empty houses means I’m not much included in those things are 3rd 4th and 12th
They make me poop out of me my phisiology my attitude my manly personality
I don’t care let them do whatever they want I will do what they say
my phisiology must be normal
My mind must be normal
I’m actual ghost
I read some of this
you don’t have to be a walking billboard for mental illness
just find a few people you can talk to about it
are you getting on meds?
@sleeping_pills
Who do you talk to? Who is your support?
Nothing and noone
I wanted to edit that I’m actual ghost
To I’m not actual ghost
well of course not
you’re a flesh and blood human
Will you look into therapy? It can help you.
Ya i am what is whole truth about me
How everyone knows what I’m thinking doing without real flaws understanding or what is said to be that needs to be stopped
it’s important to express yourself
but don’t make sz. everything.
Why do my parents think black magic or ghost is problem of schizophrenia it can be planetary problem and I’m serious
I’m not sure what you mean by that
but I fight against thinking we’re possessed or stricken by demons
ghosts? that sounds haunted, nothing I experience.
Normal is for show I have experienced to not believing in gods satan and this whole universe
Even heaven hell
And I mess with them
And I shouldn’t do this
I should recover
religion is triggering
you best be careful on here
I know that problem though
but only during psychosis.
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