Trouble fitting in

Hello, I am wondering if anyone else can relate to this idea ( I will try to explain to the best of my ability)…
I feel like my schizophrenia scrambles me and I never learn how to appropriately behave. For me life is taken moment by moment and there seems to be minimal foundation for protocol…by protocol I mean a “normal” set of responses that would be learned/gathered through trial and error. The way I experience never knowing what to do or say is akin to having every moment be fresh and new as if I have never experienced it before. So the result is extremely erratic behavior because I have little or no template for how to respond. The result ultimately is loss of work and failed relationships…

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have you seen every normal person out there in the world.
most peoples behaviour in my opinion is hardly ’ standard ‘.
normals have;
eccentricities
stress
anxiety
’ odd ’ mannerisms
have ’ odd ’ belief systems…which are for the most part outdated
go easy on yourself
know someone cares :heart:
take care :alien:

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Darkangel
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I guess it doesn’t help that it tends to make us socially isolate either voluntarily or involuntarily and most people don’t get it anyway.

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