TRIGGER WARNING bad memories popping up

I remembered a sexual assault that my brain has blocked out until tonight… I cried for a while

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I feel so dirty so awful… I feel gross and I can’t sleep

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Awww. Sending (((hugs)))

Feel better.

:heart:

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@shutterbug thanks… I can’t sleep I’m watching tv hoping it will calm me and make me sleepy but I doubt I’ll sleep tonight

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Can you crochet or do a craft? I keep some printed adult colouring pages and pencil crayons around. Repetitive tasks help me dump my head when nothing else will. Better than a benzo! (Most of the time.)

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@shutterbug my yarn I was using got tangled so I can’t do any of that until my husband wakes up in the morning

The coloring book and stuff I don’t know where they are

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