Tortoise-constantly put down

Because I am schizophrenic and get depressed at times, it took me around 6 years to finish University…or is taking me 6 years, rather. And the voices were like, the ‘tortoise came this far without his help.’ Why does it constantly put me down and point out I am slow. I wasn’t even thinking about it and it said that.

I don’t know why the voices are negative. wish it wasn’t like that for you.