I hope I live into my seventies, but I feel like I’ll die by 55. I have too many health problems already.
I hope i won’t fall into depression again, in that case i feel my life will never end. Sometimes i nearly suffocate on my own saliva and sometimes i cough so bad thinking my last breath is near. Don’t know, i don’t dare anymore to expect anything, so i don’t make any future plans.
I’m a former geriatric RN so, I’ve known a lot of very elderly people of all stripes, from extremely debilitated and dependent to the picture of health, radiance and independence. I know it’s possible to be mentally sharp and physically fit and healthy into your 100’s. So, I’m going for that.
I voted 60. According to my hospital records I have got a chronic suicidal ideation that i think will “get me” before i get really old. Even happiness is tinted with grey.
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