To my halves, trigger warning

In los Angeles area. Stay safe. I don’t hate y’all. I hate me. I love your art bee by the way. I would have wanted your dad chuck to be my dad rather than my own dad. He did something I don’t feel like going into.

I’m going off in case I commit suicide or some idiot kills me. Too tired to care anymore. Lord Jesus I’m lost again.

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How’s it going??

Nobody is going to kill you.

Don’t harm yourself.

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Kinda feeling better. I have no one left but my mom. She’s not a spring chicken at 64. Won’t hurt myself as long as I keep taking my meds but there are days I cant take it hugs

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I know what you mean. This illness sucks. I do have some good days, voices aside.

Is there something you can do for yourself?

Perhaps cook a good meal? Or get something delivered to your home? Listen to music or anything to distract yourself??

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Im boring cos i keep harping on about it. But practice self care. Sometimes we are so caught up, in negative emotions - we forget the skills to relax.

Its ok - not to feel ok. We are only human.

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I’m making blankets right now. I’ll be alright.

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that’s so bad you feel that way…I’m very sorry. i wish you well…take care roxanna.

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