Thoughts today while I'm awake

I feel like I need to do something to prove I have worth, clean my kitchen or/and practice guitar. I get by some times doing absolutely nothing in a nice state of mind, nothing except for listening to the radio. But I can’t do that 24/7. How can I be suicidal when my life makes so few demands on me? I like the suicide hotline when they get me to be real. Those are the talented ones.

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