other people need to go away and leave me the hell alone. I’m serious. This is totally ■■■■■■ up. I can’t even begin to deal with this in any way shape or form. I can barely handle what little I do. There’s no way I can handle this. It’s too much to ask. Why do people have to put their own deficits off on me? Why do people expect me to able to cope with stress like this? I try to not bother people but you think they would see how I struggle and they would care enough to not overload me. But no! Let’s just pile the crap on top of her until she breaks. Let’s just push her until she tries to kill herself again. It’s like no one remembers how sick I am. It’s like no one remembers how bad it gets. So let’s just push it and push it until she snaps. It’s total bullcrap.
I know what you mean @Leaf. Those around me are still in denial or make up excuses to overload me with crap. I get tired of reminding everyone that I’m still ill and struggling. Just because I have a few good days, that I must be “cured”. It sucks! I hope whatever is happening to you stops and you can have relief from this.
I’m sorry wave. I can’t say right now. It’s too much. Yes I’m safe. I’m just so upset.
Honey, what can I do to help? I think you’re courageous, kind, funny, smart, and pretty. I want to say so many things, but I cant find the words.
You’ve changed your world so much, for the better, and I want to have the courage you do.
Friend, I’m sending you hugs.
Llama is rooting for you,
Stay safe and know you’ve got friends here.
Hugs Leaf. I’m here if you want to talk.
Hey Leaf.
Sending some good vibes your way…
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