This illness follows you

I remember 2 summers ago , I went on a vacation solo for 2 months, hoping to escape my symptoms. I was in a picturesque tropical location
that doesnt work, the first 3 weeks i slept 12+ hours a day. then i became psychotic 2 weeks after that.
This illness follows you… now I face it instead of run from it.

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I just ran over a thousand miles from the voices but they followed me and I’m thinking of running again because the first few months in a new place I don’t delusion or anxiety and it’s so cool I think I’ll be one of those people that ends up on the street because my illness
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It’s definitely a real thing, I have tried taking myself off meds twice in the last couple of years and the symptoms returned bad as ever. Better to realize it for sure.

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I have thought of running away and escape from this illness but I never did it.I had been in denial before when dealing with this illness…schizophrenia is tough and challenging

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That’s is true man very true it can make even the simplest challenges more difficult.

Yea,luckily there is medication…@BryanAshley are you currently taking psychiatric medication?

It is challenging,life is challenging for everyone…maybe a little more for mentally ill

As my sponsor in AA said: “The problem with geographical cures is that wherever you go, there you are.”

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Indeed. Take it every day. I believe it’s helping me recover.

Alright,but the side effect is not fun though…haha

yeah I take a low dose have no real side effects. Maybe some tiredness if I don’t drink coffee.

it follows me like a creepy stalker.

In AA they talk about people taking the “geographical cure”. Someone thinks they can solve their problems by moving to a new location, but they take their disease with them. It is the same way with sz.

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