I haven’t been on solid ground for so long, nothing good has happened the entire time.
Solid living situation, nope, health, nope, money, nope, family, big nope on that one, transportation, nope, healthy food and drink, nope.
Homelessness, yep, fear and terror, yep, disease, yep, poverty, yep, abuse, yep, beatings, yep, bad family, yep, abandonement, yep, can’t work, yep, demons/someone torturing me, yep.
Oh my god if you are there just kill me with your super magical powers please, you flooded those people that one time why can’t you end my life, why won’t you, kill me!
No one wants to help me get barbital either, id be out like a light, no more pain, i need this ■■■■, i don’t want to kill myself with antipsychotics, i need the good stuff.
Everything that could have gone wrong has happened and still it’s ongoing, ■■■■!