Thinking back on the years

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Do you think back and reminisce bout the years. I think back about the worst years and the best. I’ll tell you. Well I remember ■■■■ well. But I don’t wanna talk about my childhood. But 2009 when I was 19 was a great year. So was 2019. 2023 was good. 2020 was eventful. 2010 was awful. 2012 was eventful. 2013-15 were the worst years of my life. But 2018 was pretty bad too.

Some years were worse for me in my parents mind probably but I’m basing it on pure raw emotion

I think a lot about where I was a year ago. I was not doing well at all 365 days ago.

I think about ten years ago. I was 23 just about to go on abilify injection which would permanently alter my life for the better and also for the worse.

It’s just interesting to think back in time intervals. I dunno if it means anything. There’s no patterns or anything in the years except I know the best years are ahead me

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There were some years that were better than others. I got very good at several hobbies, but neglected my social life. Not sure if I can build a social support system now. The worst part is that I don’t feel that interested in doing so, even though I know I’d be healthier.

Abilify did a lot of good for me. I can live independently, but I’m also overweight and have diabetes type 2 because of the medication. I toughed it out for ten years with no meds and never got so fat. I’m hoping future meds have less and less side-effects.

That’s a great attitude to have. :+1:

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My mental health is better then it’s ever been

It keeps getting better I take two meds and my doc approved me taking a few supplements too. I’ve had psychosis. Not sure bout schizophrenia but definitely other mental issues but right now I’m doing darn ok with everything :+1:

The best years have to be ahead of me. The past was so shitty for me but now it’s all good. There’s no way I could digress to where I was unless I completely stopped my meds

Thank you though :pray:

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That’s great to hear. I’m hoping for a good future too.

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I do think over coming struggles and challenge’s facing adversity can help prepare you for a better future. Have some battle scars but hey we all must as we get older. Just gotta live in the moment most of all even if weary of the past coming back to you

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Mindfulness is a fantastic thing. :slight_smile:

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