When I get back on my feet again, I would like to take lessons in acting, sing again and take on dancing 
What do you see your self doing when you get better??
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I don’t know that I’m going to get any better than I already have. Negatives are hard to shake.
That being said, If I did improve I suppose if I would get a job again.
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If my negatives improve I wud like to get a job get married produce kids and start a family and enjoy life
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You will get better @Bowens
You are a great worth. And you can with small steps on working on what you CAN do 
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That would be lovely huh
I would like to have a family of my own, so I try to take care of myself first
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I have no plans.
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@Om_Sadasiva Yeah… some time I think to my self, what’s the point? I worked really hard, then all of the sudden I hear voices and lost my mind…
But I do have hope that one day I can feel peace and comfort again
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I would like to do some travelling. Greece, Scotland and Peru have been on my bucket list to visit for years. I really have never travelled much
I would also like to get a degree in counselling, specializing in trauma therapy. I’m not sure that’s going to happen, I’m still dealing with my own s***
Other than that, just be a better brother and a friend and Godfather to the ones I love
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I wanna master the art of growing cannabis. I want to master it on my own to some extent since it’s now legal starting October 1st for me. Then work for a company that grows it commercially and eventually open my own business when I’m older.
I’ve put tons of effort into other endeavors in the past. Rapping. But I feel I’m not cut out to be a rapper. However i do feel getting in touch with the feminine, the arts, the ethereal, will help me in my green thumb. Because they are of the same realm of practice. 
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In California, you can get a degree for cannabis at schools
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I want to travel
Get part time paid job
Make local friends and socialise
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Yes but it’s such a new field you may as well educate yourself on your own. You need no degree to get into such a new field. . If you can master the craft it’s all you need.
My local state university offered courses in cannabis cultivation this summer but they said you’re better off saving your $4000 and learn on YouTube university.
If you can grow you can grow. Is what it comes down to as of now.
One day it’ll be different.
But for now I can get by on YouTube and practical experience
Appreciate it @Abise
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all the 3 things you mentioned is exactly what I want to do.
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I guess that’s true at a certain extent.
It’s not that new in the west coast.
It’s a professional field now.
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It’s still pretty new if u ask me. Was legalized here only a month ago anyways. I suppose some Colorado/Washington/California folk will want to move here to take advantage of the new market. But mostly it’s gonna be a lot of new people. Actually it hasn’t been 5 years since California legalized. But California has had a lot more “illegal” growing experience for longer. Before it was made legal. Most the stuff came from California. But surprisingly enough it’s only been 4 1/2 years since Cali voted yes to the prop on the ballet.
A lot of time to get ahead. But I’m confident I can learn in time the agricultural principles. Maybe the business aspect is want to go back to school for. Assuming I make it that far. Appreciate the tip.
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If I can ever get a hold on my schizophrenia and anxiety I would love to make a low budget horror movie.
They say in the world of producing that horror movies are good investments because they nearly always make their money back.
There are horror fans out there who literally buy every horror movie ever made.
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The main thing I’d like to do but can’t is get a job. My level of cognitive impairment and negative symptoms makes this highly unlikely.
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Best case I want to go back to university and do a 1yr specialization in physiotherapy or rehab. If not possible I would like to return to one of my previous jobs, either an accountant assistant or video games tester writing bug reports. I also want to go back to the gym and hanging out with friends much more often.
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Smoke a cigarette, drink black tea and watch some people on YouTube that are worse off.
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I would like to become self supportive
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