I’m so afraid.
I’m waiting from moment to moment
someone/something will happen
I’m so afraid.
I know i dont have enemies, but
what if the programmers want me out
because i know their essence?
What if someone kidnaps me?
What if it’s the imminent death in a video game?
I’m not afraid of dying.
I’m afraid of the torture.
yea i’m afraid of the torture too… not so much of the death.
Nobody wants to kill or torture you
I know how you feel sooooo much, @Om_Sadasiva I can only offer you my sympathy and understanding. I am hopeful the feelings will pass. You know how to employ your coping skills as well as anyone.
Something bad and evil is going to happen.
Porno-Louisa and her 27000 demons
and of course Lucifer
who is porno-louisa?
Nothing bad or evil is going to happen. Our daily lives are calm and consistent, boring even. You have nothing to worry about
Porni means whore.
Porno-Louisa is the assistant
and representative of Lucifer.
She gave birth to the 27000 demons.
I’m afraid though.
If there’s no threat,
why does my stupid brain fear?
i understand the feeling afraid… i get that a lot too =/
but so far nothing ever happened to me…
The brain is just a mess of chemicals that can confuse you. You will have fear for a little bit then it will go away.
You also have fear for no reason?
Omg. I hope so.
I wanna hide
yea it’s like ominous feeling…
No offence, but I feel like you are very clearly relapsing Om. Is there anything you can do calm yourself? Like listening to some slow instrumental music or something?
Remember you’re going to be fine. All these thoughts of paranoia are a part of the illness.
I can listen to music.
I usually do it when i have voices.
But maybe it helps with fear too.
I’m gonna try now. Thanks
I’m not in mood for music.
Can’t enjoy it
I have turned off the lights.
I’m on bed.
With my headphones.
Trying to forget the fear and paranoia
did something happen?
you’re not explaining.