i m obsessed by thoughts
that the two intel agencies in my head
one of them will kill me
becoz they think i m agent to the other intel agency
it is easy for them to kill anyone who is not famous
they cant kill famous ppl
what should i do ? to save my life from the inevitable murder
actually i partially think seriously in that
but i am thinking what if this happen !!!
it is my life no kidding
dont want to risk my life
I lived many years with the same fear, I am not valued in the system as I can die, no one will investigate because anyway I have such a condition and make it look like self destruction.
But I started to think should I live with fear or live my life taking risk.
Anyway now I am at home doing nothing, so I dont know what you are going through.
By the way good point, will they kill me ? Even I doubt the same.
They just thoughts, physically you are in good health. You got a diagnosed mental illness, you got to trust not to believe everything is truthful you think. Maybe these agencies want to help you to get rich but you misunderstand it.