I am a little down right now after being rejected for my application full time to the warehouse. Even though I have prior experience working the seasonal shifts packing boxes efficiently, printing invoices, using the scanner and software, and the other job at the same place next season was putting away all the types of items in the right places around the warehouse. I did great at this job even though the manager never gave me a break or said I did well it was always not good enough, not fast enough, etc. I was trained on the spot the first day, I learned quickly and adapted having had no prior job experience. I am sick of being taken advantage of by managers who do nothing but criticize me for physical labor not being fast enough I have a muscle disorder and mental health disorder.
I didn’t even get an interview- I called and returned a voicemail apparently they are doing open interviews right now. They said someone will call me back ASAP. Wow, BS. I am not even going to bother, I feel so disheartened and unmotivated for trying trying trying for nothing. I am taking classes and struggling because the online format absolutely sucks. I read the material and know the information but the format is awful and nothing is interactive at all its completely self-taught basically just turning in assignments on time. No guidance, havent found out who my advisor is except the one on maternity leave may have been i dont know. Im so frustrated. Am I wasting my scholarships on two classes for the summer? I am now enrolled in five for the fall.
I dont want to give up on the future or success. I have never gotten much credit other than an A plus that amounts to a bunch of A’s that eventually were forgotten because I have bounced from course to course college to college and always had anxiety at finals and teachers never made accomidations.