I started seeing my social worker again. Hadn’t seen her for a few months. Since January.
She mentioned she would like my wife to come so I told the Mrs about it. She says she is going to go. I don’t know how I feel about this yet.
My wife is going to tell her probably about all my odd behavior and symptoms when she says I am off. I usually only tell her what I choose to. I will try it this once and see what comes of it.
As much as I hate to admit my odd behaviors, because they are natural to me, others will notice. Accepting, is difficult. There will be moments when you will see things from other perspectives. I happen to get set in my own way quiet regularly.
You know I went to therapy with my husband before when I wasn’t really into it. I just had to go to be in compliance for insurance purposes and to get my meds. It wasn’t too bad. He brought up a lot of my symptoms that I would have never complained about and I got a lot of advise that I would have never gotten otherwise. I think it will be ok.
My best friend is coming to an appointment with me soon, at the request of my pdoc. He was trying to get me to seek help for years before I actually did though, and I do trust that in some ways he has better insight into my more unusual behavior than I do.