I don’t know if the head circus got me because I’m exhausted… or if I’m exhausted because of the head circus…
I just pisses me off when I watch my health… I take the meds… and the head circus comes to town anyway.
Last night was a rough one. The voices came back loud and clear… the visual and tactile came back strong as ever… The sneaky brained thinking was hitting me again… flipped out on my sis again… apparently called my parents at 1:00 a.m. (don’t remember doing that)
I can’t tell if I slept and had a dream to vivid… or if I was awake all night.
Went outside and the cool air is helping… the morning meds are slow to kick in… but it’s happening…
It’s been a while since I’ve had a full blown head circus visit complete with elephants and darkness…
It even makes my muscles and hair hurt. Not driving today… grabbing the bus pass… leaving the car keys…
short day lucky for me…
The morning head fog comes and goes… on minute I feel like I’m leveling out… I’ll be Ok.
The next minute… I’m feeling like I have no idea where I am and what I’m doing… and it’s taking me longer to think in a strait line…
Then it will let go… and my brain will catch up again… and I can think again.
I’m trying to figure out which came first… the exhaustion or the head circus.
Did you change anything? Like med dosage or time of day you take them. Or does this just happen out of the blue? If it’s regular, then yeah, definitely time to see the doc.
I can only tell you what you’ve told me in the past…take it easy, avoid stress and get as much rest as possible. Hope you’ll be your old self soon. Take care of yourself
Hope you feel better soon, SurprisedJ. I am so sorry to hear that you had a rough time again. If the symptoms continue, you may need an increase of dose. Take a good care of yourself and see your Pdoc.