I don’t know if it’s the same for any of you.
But to me my sza is like a puzzle with a missing piece.
Every time I think I’m one step away from figuring it all out on my own, another piece goes missing.
Then I’m back to square one.
I’m probably better off just accepting my diagnosis and seeing that it’s all in my head.
It can never be solved, I’ve tried
Know that feel.
It also seems like every time I defeat a symptom or overcome an obsession, its just replaced by something more bizarre.
The upside is, we are uniquely creative people,
And we are able to adapt to even apocalypse scenarios.
If we figure it out, its not like some monolith will emerge and we’ll skip to the next evolutionary step.
We’ll still be schizophrenic.
I just want to get really good at living with my symptoms happily.
Right?
Who knows!
I know one thing, I’m going to write about it.
Turn this dust into gold.
Same with me.
Awesome. Do it. Hopefully it will not only help you out, but give others a glimpse into what we feel.
But yeah, I pretty much relate to all that you wrote in the quoted post.
idk it doesn’t feel like a puzzle to me, I feel like I’m on a good track, but never gonna be put together perfectly. so not like a puzzle
Yes. You’re doing very good these days J.
I’m really happy for you.
I’m actually doing better too. I’m keeping a recovery journal/memoir and I’m writing a lot!