I also have delusions that are either difficult or effectively impossible to examine and logically disprove. This is common and understandable. This is just how it works. I would say that an individual subconsciously wants the delusions to remain and finds any way possible to cling to them, hence why they find room for ambiguity where ever possible.
In general, from personal experience and from what people here write, delusions appear where there is ambiguity of any kind. If I don’t know what is going to happen tomorrow and it bothers me, I will imagine myself a prophet who can predict the future. If there is tall grass in my yard that I can’t see through and it bothers me, I will imagine there is a monster hiding in that grass that waits to pounce. If you read carefully what members write on this forum you will see this pattern eventually.
Once a time ago, people believed the earth was flat and for it to be round was a bizarre idea until proven.
That didn’t last too long. In ancient times scholars knew the world was round. This knowledge was merely forgotten in medieval times to later be rediscovered.
In short, what you experience is normal and common among schizophreniacs. Keep yourself grounded regardless.
Glad I succeeded in making someone besides myself laugh. When bowens closed the thread and called it inappropriate I thought that was hilarious. Anyway it’s just an observation i’m sure you’ve noticed the same thing yourself
Oh well, just what I’ve seen. If you don’t see it then ok, it’s just what I’ve noticed. I’m wrong about a lot of things so if I’m wrong about that it wouldn’t surprise me
yea don’t feel bad at all, you were just speaking your mind. Fortunately I do not get uncomfortable about things like that which is why it was probably deleted though.