Πεισιθάνατος means one who persuades someone to die
Suicidal thoughts are planted in my brain and sun nourishes them
Sun will kill me. I need to move away
Hmm.
How Does One Move Away From The Sun?.
Like Move Maybe To An Upper Or Lower Part Of The Globe?.
I Never Studied Maps Or Whatever, So I Dunno. . . . . . .
Hope, Love, Joy, And Peace!.
Maybe close the blinds and hide
Hmm.
Don’t Hide Underneath The Bed. . .
There May Be SNAKES UNDER THERE (!!!).
Jus Kidding!.
Hope, Love, Joy, And Peace!.
When I was a kid i was checking underneath my bed for snakes
DID YOU EVER FIND ONE (!?!).
Hope, Love, Joy, And Peace!.
No, but i was obsessed. How did you know? It was random?
Hmm.
Obsessed In The Way A Park Ranger Watches Midnight Eagles Soaring In The Rain?.
Hope, Love, Joy, And Peace!.
And i would look underneath my bed for 2 or 3 times. It was compulsive
Hmm.
Sounds Treacherous & Sneaky. . .
Remember!, Your Brain Belongs To Your Heart Psychologically. It Is Not A Controlling Being.
Remember That You Ch-Ch-Choose Your Next Action. . .
So. If Your Brain Says, ‘Snakes Are Under Your Safe Place’. Answer Back With!. . .
‘No My Bed Is Mine!, And You Don’t Own It Snake Thoughts’!.
Hope, Love, Joy, And Peace!.
I’m feeling like ■■■■. Should i call my psychiatrist?
I’m not sure i can communicate with other people right now
I’m sorry you’re suffering, om. From what you are posting lately it sounds like you should get help.
I took a benzo. Hope it calms me down
Why is the sun so bitter?
My mind is a mess. Mr Thoughtless is aroused and he shouts neologisms through my mouth
I don’t see my therapist. Fortunately there is this forum to vent
I am sorry you are suffering. I hope you can get help. Good luck.