The sun is πεισιθάνατος

Πεισιθάνατος means one who persuades someone to die

Suicidal thoughts are planted in my brain and sun nourishes them

Sun will kill me. I need to move away

Hmm.

How Does One Move Away From The Sun?.

Like Move Maybe To An Upper Or Lower Part Of The Globe?.

I Never Studied Maps Or Whatever, So I Dunno. . . . . . .

Hope, Love, Joy, And Peace!.

Maybe close the blinds and hide

Hmm.

Don’t Hide Underneath The Bed. . .

There May Be SNAKES UNDER THERE (!!!).

Jus Kidding!.

Hope, Love, Joy, And Peace!.

When I was a kid i was checking underneath my bed for snakes

DID YOU EVER FIND ONE (!?!).

Hope, Love, Joy, And Peace!.

No, but i was obsessed. How did you know? It was random?

Hmm.

Obsessed In The Way A Park Ranger Watches Midnight Eagles Soaring In The Rain?.

Hope, Love, Joy, And Peace!.

And i would look underneath my bed for 2 or 3 times. It was compulsive

Hmm.

Sounds Treacherous & Sneaky. . .

Remember!, Your Brain Belongs To Your Heart Psychologically. It Is Not A Controlling Being.

Remember That You Ch-Ch-Choose Your Next Action. . .

So. If Your Brain Says, ‘Snakes Are Under Your Safe Place’. Answer Back With!. . .

‘No My Bed Is Mine!, And You Don’t Own It Snake Thoughts’!.

Hope, Love, Joy, And Peace!.

I’m feeling like ■■■■. Should i call my psychiatrist?

I’m not sure i can communicate with other people right now

I’m sorry you’re suffering, om. From what you are posting lately it sounds like you should get help.

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I took a benzo. Hope it calms me down

Why is the sun so bitter?

My mind is a mess. Mr Thoughtless is aroused and he shouts neologisms through my mouth

I don’t see my therapist. Fortunately there is this forum to vent

I am sorry you are suffering. I hope you can get help. Good luck.

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