The reason I'm not dead right now

The only reason I’m not dead right now is I don’t want my voice to beat me. I hate that S.O.B. so much I’ve considered getting myself locked up for life. Why is he mean to me? Because he could’ve been the greatest guy on earth, he says, how stupid! I very much look forward to talking to my pdoc to see why I’m not diagnosed Dissociative, I’ve been showing all the signs. I don’t fear death, I just don’t want him to win. He is the Super Villain. It sucks, my unconscious self s a Satan!

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You have to keep fighting.

Have you tried Clozapine?

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I’ve been on Clozeril and it helped but the side effects were too much, I had about 6.side effects. I feel better now. I solved my problem and my mind is too burnt for it to matter.

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