the listening devices don’t exist
mi5 are not following me
the scout for the V8’s ( a racing an event(s) in australia ) is not following me when i drive
the cameras are not there
etc…
things i do believe in…
the demons
seeing hell
the giant bugs (insects)
the aliens
the spaceships
i am an alien…i have a spaceship
the operations on me
etc…
my clinical psychologist called this a paradox…
that was when she looked at me as if i was ’ mad '…still offended by that, don’t know why !?!
I believe that many people can see hell. They can see what they are afraid of, what brings them to their knees. I do believe that hell is a very personal and very real place.
For the people I know, it’s whether or not they run to it and embrace it, live in it, or if they work to keep it at a distance.
It is a very brave person who can look into their hell with confidence and know that they have the power and help to keep it at bay and overcome it.
I’ve had a lot of delusions — believing I was part of a psychiatric study, a matchmaking service, secret societies, a political powerhouse (of which I was the head).
All of them say something about my beliefs and insecurities. I find my first delusions the most difficult to overcome. My first psychotic break I believed I was part of a psychiatric study, and this is the delusion that usually crops up in ideas of reference.
The listening devices exist but they are not in MY house.
The cameras aren’t there either…
Only thing I could confirm was a phone tap many years ago…
I don’t really see hell, but have been to hades in dreams and battled demons…I guess that counts.
I’m part alien/part human-
I don’t have a spaceship… …YET ! I have been on a spaceship via bilocation…confirmed by the guy who didn’t see me on earth but looked right at me 3 separate times…I was phased/cloaked.
No operations (no abductions) - I have beaten gray aliens in battle, twice. They have never abducted me.
my aliens said you can have a spaceship…mines more of an ancient ( old ) cargo carrying spaceship…very small, 40 foot long by 12 foot wide , small stabalizers on each side, not for the claustrophobic !?!
take care
Dont let it get to you Sith. Sometimes people will get looks on their faces for reasons that have nothing to do with you. But you can always ask about it, I would be pretty offended myself--or say " Whats the matter with you? "
to be honest i find seeing hell quite comforting, i feel sorry for the people i see grabbing at my legs and feet…for them it is terrifying.
it sounds to me you are hurting in some way…inside, remember people like you are like stars in the night sky, rare…but even stars need to look after them selves.
take care
I still get hurt when people say things too me even if its meant as a joke…I think it’s very human…I believe in aliens, I mean with the extreme size of space and the countless stars and planets how could there not be more intelligent life out there than us?
I can see why your psychologist’s reaction has offended or upset you. I’m wondering if perhaps the look was more one of shock then thinking you are mad. Give her time to take in what you experience. For us neurotypical’s what you experience can be hard to imagine.
The disc type spaceships have much more room, being circular, and with the power core located center and interwoven throughout the ship as a bio-molecular living organism…so it doesn’t get in the way…
My late wife piloted ships and encountered many. This is one she saw in 2002. these are kind of small ships too…I just found this in a hidden envelope last week, still in good shape and 12 years old.
i have been seeing the psychologist for neally a year now, she is actually very good, i think i am just sensitive at the moment…and did not appreciate the ’ look '…
but as bridgecomet and BarbieBF said i probably miss interpreted the body language…
thanks for the concern.
take care
hey , that’s funny…i could do with a sith or jedi psychologist right now !?!
cool ships your wife flew, strangely the shape of them rings a bell in my mind !
take care
…YET ! I have been on a spaceship via bilocation…confirmed by the guy who didn’t see me on earth but looked right at me 3 separate times…I was phased/cloaked.
