the listening devices don’t exist
mi5 are not following me
the scout for the V8’s ( a racing an event(s) in australia ) is not following me when i drive
the cameras are not there
things i do believe in…
the giant bugs (insects)
i am an alien…i have a spaceship
the operations on me
my clinical psychologist called this a paradox…
that was when she looked at me as if i was ’ mad '…still offended by that, don’t know why !?!
I’ve had a lot of delusions — believing I was part of a psychiatric study, a matchmaking service, secret societies, a political powerhouse (of which I was the head).
All of them say something about my beliefs and insecurities. I find my first delusions the most difficult to overcome. My first psychotic break I believed I was part of a psychiatric study, and this is the delusion that usually crops up in ideas of reference.
The listening devices exist but they are not in MY house.
The cameras aren’t there either…
Only thing I could confirm was a phone tap many years ago…
I don’t really see hell, but have been to hades in dreams and battled demons…I guess that counts.
I’m part alien/part human-
I don’t have a spaceship… …YET ! I have been on a spaceship via bilocation…confirmed by the guy who didn’t see me on earth but looked right at me 3 separate times…I was phased/cloaked.
No operations (no abductions) - I have beaten gray aliens in battle, twice. They have never abducted me.
my aliens said you can have a spaceship…mines more of an ancient ( old ) cargo carrying spaceship…very small, 40 foot long by 12 foot wide , small stabalizers on each side, not for the claustrophobic !?!
Dont let it get to you Sith. Sometimes people will get looks on their faces for reasons that have nothing to do with you. But you can always ask about it, I would be pretty offended myself--or say " Whats the matter with you? "
to be honest i find seeing hell quite comforting, i feel sorry for the people i see grabbing at my legs and feet…for them it is terrifying.
it sounds to me you are hurting in some way…inside, remember people like you are like stars in the night sky, rare…but even stars need to look after them selves.
I still get hurt when people say things too me even if its meant as a joke…I think it’s very human…I believe in aliens, I mean with the extreme size of space and the countless stars and planets how could there not be more intelligent life out there than us?
I can see why your psychologist’s reaction has offended or upset you. I’m wondering if perhaps the look was more one of shock then thinking you are mad. Give her time to take in what you experience. For us neurotypical’s what you experience can be hard to imagine.
i have been seeing the psychologist for neally a year now, she is actually very good, i think i am just sensitive at the moment…and did not appreciate the ’ look '…
but as bridgecomet and BarbieBF said i probably miss interpreted the body language…
thanks for the concern.