I have been slowly getting symptoms back and worsening paranoia anxiety and hallucination. the past few weeks the nsa has come back. they tell me i need to do as they tell me or they will kill my mom and dogs. They show me how to kill with knives and hand combat. This is it, when the nsa is back i get the most scared of myself. I cant tell anyone about it cause when i talk about the nsa they commit me. I just got put on vrayla two weeks ago and I thought it was working but not so much all of a sudden and the side effects are hitting me hard. I am working with my psych team closely 4-5 days a week I meet with therapist, social workers, management group, and my pdoc. i have decided i will go in hospital next month if I dont get better. I just have to make it to when i am down getting house repairs are done. Thank you for listening.
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How do they tell you this? Through voices or what?
they are voices. they talk to me. I know I’m not suppose to talk to them but if i don’t respond I am afraid I will lose control. Then I see them they are visual hallucinations and they show me how to do it.
Just try to remember that they are not truly NSA. They are just part of your own brain.
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yup I try ty for responding
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