Second psychosis after seeing pan i ended up locked up with this guy.
He was a magician. He did some amazing card tricks actually. Some very convincing card tricks and they were also very fun to see.
But while i sat there in psychosis he said something to me.
He said “im just waiting to die.” But he was talking about me.
It was true, but it wasn’t true yet. He still knew though.
He knew it would happen before it did. I had no idea at the time and was confused by it.
I am waiting to die now. I don’t want anything at all, im just doing my time and have been for awhile now.
I get that feeling too. Schizophrenia and the symptoms have put a serious damper on things. I feel like I’m a thought broadcasting moron and my life is a joke. It’s pretty ■■■■■■■ stupid what this experience has turned into. I live to dream now, I just woke up. Now I have to sit and wait through the conscious part.
Ditto for me. I’m getting closer and closer to the finish line. I hope that when I die I will be judged as having led a moral life.
I had a dream and one of the characters was sitting at a desk he said to me I rank you 31st for behavior. Out of everybody that’s not bad right?
Not out of seven-billion. Not bad at all.