The love of my life

The love of my life is my soul mate.
He wanted so much fir me to be betyer he staged an act. He prwtended all the magician things were real so that he could fulfil my dream bc he knew how psychotoc I was… He and his family were and are involved… They made me feel magic.
I dreamt so many beautiful things. Only now after the psychosis in in shock and sadness bc it was all fake. A joke for a guy who knew I loved him more than life itself. I feel betrayed. Used. Sad and pathetically stupid… He cures my illness bc he’s heavy with love when hes around all i think about is him my Kienan
I feel so stupid. So foolishly stupid.

Welcome back. I hope you are feeling better.

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