The more my symptoms have begun to come back.
Not just with hallucinations, though I did just hear some kind of alien screach bing, but with the whole paranoia thing. I’ve gotten so mean to this one guy on facebook and the boy who moved all the way to my state from colorado started dating a girl a couple days after meeting her. Also my friends have made no effort to be friends with me anymore so I’ve gotten really depressed. I’ve certainly isolated myself to an extent, but going to work every now and then helps me socialize. I haven’t been having as many nightmares lately, which is friggen sweet, but I think I should go outside and make sure that noise I heard wasn’t actually real.
Bottom line, I can’t trust anybody. Only my family. They are truly the only ones looking out for me.
I could just fall asleep right here.
I’ve never heard of that, nor has my psychiatrist recommended it. I have an appointment with my therapist next week so I will bring it up then. My psychiatrist is her husband and their offices are right next to each other. Maybe that can be an option for me!