I can’t handle this, the colors are just so brilliant, so alive and vibrant, this isn’t another episode this is the culminative finale, the grand ending, the final curtain.
You have to survive. You just have to. Mental illness is not funny or easy. It’s survivable though. It’s been so long since I’ve really suffered that I take my life now for granted. I’m sorry that you are going through this, it’s unbelievably painful to feel how you’re feeling but many of us have been at the end of our rope too and somehow made it through. Sometimes suffering is inevitable. I wish I could help you, but it’s not the end. You can beat this.
This is not the end @HulGil, if you need to go to the hospital than so be it, but don’t worry, you’ll find a med that works for you!