I don’t know what it is. I’m high functioning so I pass as a normie. But I’ve gotten chastised a few times at work lately, and I freak out. I’m afraid of letting down my wife and our life.
I haven’t even gotten written up, we get three strikes and I haven’t used any of them. I guess I’m just afraid of being found out. Of what, I don’t know. But I work myself up so bad.