The Communists are Trying to Subvert Me

Yup, that’s what it feels like. The voices and stuff are just their psychological manipulation tools to subvert you into their hive mind. They don’t care about you as a person, they only care about their collectivist agenda! Just like they think individual lives are expendable in the face of the collective equality! Just read Rummel! 1.527 billion dead from governments, and many of them collectivist totalitarian ones (like communism, fascism, socialism, etc)!

I’m afraid they’ll infiltrate America and absorb me into their hive mind! They’re ashtray trying with America’s big government and political correctness! I’m scared to lose myself ever! I’d rather die!

This sounds like McCarthyism, but I don’t care! I’m freaking terrified! The commies don’t care about individuals, just the collective! I’m going to go insane! And America made the mistake of arming Pakistanis to fight Soviet Russia, and now we have IS and such! All because of communism! Stupid communism! Stupid human-life-devaluing communism and collectivism! Why do those ideologies have to exist! Why do they have to torment my freaking mind all the time!

And now America has dropped so low as to elect more collectivist and totalitarian people, and even a full-on Soviet sympathizer! Why! Why! Why! I don’t want yo be a commie! They can’t make me! Even with their collectivist hive mind psychological manipulation!

I’m not joking, people…these are the things I believe and of which I’m paranoid…I’m so scared, I’m paralyzed to move…

that’s a lot of exclamation points. breathe. not sure what you’re saying, sounds like you hit on some points though.

Sorry for typos, and I’m trying to calm down…this is my paranoid delusion, and has been since the onset of my diagnosis. D:

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My fears are huge this year . . .

Jayster

You know russia seems to be the good guys lately…america has been dead…and in its place is this machine that gives no ■■■■■…

America is still the most powerful country on Earth. I think China is a country to watch out for.

It’s not necessarily any particular country I’m afraid of, but rather the ideology itself and the people (and possible people) who keep supporting it… I don’t wanna be a commie collectivist…but they’ll always try to make others be that, cause it’s the greatest idea, etc…

Would rather see community farming than corporate buy outs any day.

Hey,
I don’t know if this helps you, but:
I was a member of a youth communist group in my European home country. Both east and north Europe has a strong socialist tradition. But guess what: they do not care about America. In the eyes of European communists, America is a lost cause, purely the evil inventor of modern capitalism!

They will use America in propaganda as something awful. But there is and will not be a plan to change anything about it. Just to create distance and work away from it.

It’s true an I hope it will make you more at ease!

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