Yup, that’s what it feels like. The voices and stuff are just their psychological manipulation tools to subvert you into their hive mind. They don’t care about you as a person, they only care about their collectivist agenda! Just like they think individual lives are expendable in the face of the collective equality! Just read Rummel! 1.527 billion dead from governments, and many of them collectivist totalitarian ones (like communism, fascism, socialism, etc)!
I’m afraid they’ll infiltrate America and absorb me into their hive mind! They’re ashtray trying with America’s big government and political correctness! I’m scared to lose myself ever! I’d rather die!
This sounds like McCarthyism, but I don’t care! I’m freaking terrified! The commies don’t care about individuals, just the collective! I’m going to go insane! And America made the mistake of arming Pakistanis to fight Soviet Russia, and now we have IS and such! All because of communism! Stupid communism! Stupid human-life-devaluing communism and collectivism! Why do those ideologies have to exist! Why do they have to torment my freaking mind all the time!
And now America has dropped so low as to elect more collectivist and totalitarian people, and even a full-on Soviet sympathizer! Why! Why! Why! I don’t want yo be a commie! They can’t make me! Even with their collectivist hive mind psychological manipulation!
I’m not joking, people…these are the things I believe and of which I’m paranoid…I’m so scared, I’m paralyzed to move…