I passed the test and could pick any job so I picked bomb squad…they taught me god like skills in hand to hand combat…I beat up 3 drill sergeants they all had tazers…my knife skills are deadly…this takes a lot of my paranoid thoughts and tosses them out the window…
Yea I get kidney stones and the knew I was insane…didn’t make it far sz was holding me back…im glad though this is not my war…I hold the heathen hammer high they never did a moot and everyone needs to approvr …
It sounds like you might not be in the best place right now when it comes to delusions. I’m quite familiar with the Army and their “bomb squad” and it doesn’t sound like your beliefs about your experiences are really in line with reality.
Are you on meds and working with a doctor? It might be a good idea to talk to your doctor about your military experiences.