The striking difference was that while many of the African and Indian subjects registered predominantly positive experiences with their voices, not one American did. Rather, the U.S. subjects were more likely to report experiences as violent and hateful – and evidence of a sick condition.
I never heard too menacing voices. I heard women talking giggling laughing and whispering a lot. I heard this study before. My friend Markos who was Greek shared it with me before he died. Weird.
Thats interesting! I heard only one terrifying voice once, and a loud thought that was helpful and protective, and loads of terrifying delusions. I want to have playful, positive voices and delusions.
My voice friendliness seems to be directly tied to how much pain my head is in. When it makes me bitchy, the voices normally follow suit. When my pressure is nice, they are mostly nice.
Sometimes I have nice voices that tell me good things. Some voices are neutral, saying random ■■■■. Some voices are mean or seem evil. The voice I hate the most is the one that calls me a pedophile whenever I even look at children. That one could be OCD though, I’m not sure. All of my complex voices (that is, voices who say actual words) are thoughts, though sometimes they are loud and seem to be coming from inside my ear. I hear mumbling voices too, but that might be tinnitus.
It’s awful. I hate that I can’t even look at children without being attacked. Everyone thinks kids are cute. That doesn’t make you a pedophile. So why the hell does my brain do this to me?
I think it’s a brain inflammation thing. If your brain is inflamed you start having more intrusive thoughts and thinking too hard about what not to think about, which makes you think about them, leading to stress around children.
Ah, I see. Do you think that’s why you have your headache too? I personally don’t imagine that there’s a single cause for mental illness. I think there are different causes in different people.